Highschool

Walking through the halls of my soon to be school, looking where my classes and teachers will sit. Scared and worried I wander the halls the day before school starts. Summer is almost over. Reality is back. The fun is over. Now it is time to work.

Crazy

It makes the pain go away. It finally stops. The pressure, it’s all gone. But no, no. That isn’t right, you can’t take the pain away. Never. It never stops. Shut out from the world. I need to stop. Stop, stop I say! Listen to me! Gosh, why won’t anyone listen to me? I need space, and time to help this thing. I need to go and fall into a pillow and figure out what’s wrong. Hello? Can you hear me? I want to leave this terrible place! I don’t belong here! I’m normal. I’m normal. Yes. I’m normal. I don’t understand why people will not let me talk. I have my reasons. Just leave it alone! The time has come. Come to this hour. I need to speak. The door. It’s opening… what is that? Food!? I don’t want food! Let me out!!! “ It’s lunch time. Enjoy Maryanne.”

Rollercoasters

I’m nervous as I feel my stomach twirl.

Inside and out I might hurl.

That feeling of fear and excitement as the ride starts

The feeling gets worse when you’re at the top.

Then you look down and see the drop,

Scream at the top of your lungs “Stop!”

But by then it’s too late, there is nothing they can do

You’re falling, falling to your doom.

Rumors

Whisper, whisper before they hear,

Hold the secret tight, so dear.

Why is everyone looking at me?

I don’t understand what I did that was so bad

Everything I hear makes me mad!

I hear different things from different people

The things I hear make me hateful

The pain I feel inside my heart, is like a it’s going to fall apart

Why would this happen to someone like me?

I try to be nice to everyone I see.

People I don’t like and people I do,

They all have an opinion on me

I don’t understand why the world revolves around this

It’s like being swallowed into a giant abyss.

The things I hear and see every day, make me think about how the world would be without these people.

The people that say these hurtful things,

Often tend to make sting ,which can never be repaired

The horrid things that people say, should not affect who you are and your ways.

Smile and nod to what they want, even though it’s only to taunt.

If you let these things pass by, I assure you your life will fly on by.