Crazy

It makes the pain go away. It finally stops. The pressure, it’s all gone. But no, no. That isn’t right, you can’t take the pain away. Never. It never stops. Shut out from the world. I need to stop. Stop, stop I say! Listen to me! Gosh, why won’t anyone listen to me? I need space, and time to help this thing. I need to go and fall into a pillow and figure out what’s wrong. Hello? Can you hear me? I want to leave this terrible place! I don’t belong here! I’m normal. I’m normal. Yes. I’m normal. I don’t understand why people will not let me talk. I have my reasons. Just leave it alone! The time has come. Come to this hour. I need to speak. The door. It’s opening… what is that? Food!? I don’t want food! Let me out!!! “ It’s lunch time. Enjoy Maryanne.”